Changes

It's very odd to think of the possibility of being pregnant. I wonder if I am? We've been trying for 3 months now and it is definitely discouraging to get a period. That being said, won't it be dreadfully frightening NOT to get a period? I can't begin to fathom how much our lives will change. It won't be about us anymore. Will we be able to maintain our identities separate from our child? Will we be any good at raising a child? Will we become what we've disliked in other parents? Will we talk only about our child? Will we tell people "just you wait"? I guess only time will tell. And who knows, we might not be pregnant anyway.