More on change

I had 2 days off in a row last week. Connected to the weekend it meant 4 days in a row where I had nothing major planned with the exception of studying. And it got me to thinking about being off with a baby. I'm looking at (assuming we can get pregnant) being off for a year for the first time in 20 years (other than school) and I'm finding that's messing with my mind a bit. I'm not sure I'll know how NOT to work. I'm not sure if I'll be able to find value in being something other than a "career woman". I'm not sure I WANT to and yet I'm also kind of excited about the change (with trepidation).